God Of Wonders

Many nights I woke up feeling heavy inside,
Not of guilt but of breath.
Couldn't gasp enough air, hesitantly I arose from my slumber.
Many times I questioned, "God, why? Why does it return to haunt me?"
At times like this I felt so helpless, scared and couldn't do anything but to pray.
Then it is times like this I remember the story of the foot print in the sand.
It is then I knew that my God was actually with me all the time.
It was then I knew that I was being carried on His back.
Never once He has abandoned me nor forsake me despite of my ignorance.

I felt at ease when I know that He is with me.
And as I continue to believe in that,
My breath began to return to me slowly.
There's a lot I could have further question,
But I choose to praise God even in my storms.

Questions I can ask later,
But what more important is the task You had had me to do.
To continue living, to fulfill my destiny.
I know it is not time for me to die.
No, not now.
I shall remember the story of that foot print,
Not just now, but for the rest of my life.


"......Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me? The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.” - Mary Stevenson, 1936

Just Being Super Random

You know, I have this really weird thing inside me.
Is like I never buy anything for myself.
Well, hardly.
To me, buying clothes, shoes, accessories, etc are all waste of money.
I rather buy something delicious to feed my stomach than to buy all those stuff.
But then again, whatever I eat, will go down the toilet.
Not like clothes, they won't rot away, right?
So why do I choose food over clothes?
Maybe is because my dad said, "Whatever you wanna eat, eat. When it comes to food no need to think so much".
Hmmmmm.........
But then again, food taste so much better to clothes!!
Nyahahaha.....
The only things that I'm willing to buy for myself are things that is unnecessary, like mini handcuffs, the voodoo doll key chain thingy, cute lil toys, and there's even one time I attempt to buy a set of mini sushi!! But I ran out of cash....hehe
Well, that;s how I work I guess.
I only buy clothes when I really need em, or either its really really super nice!

So to cut the long story short, I recently just bought something really useless again.
Ok not so useless la, I can use it while I'm spraying my project next time.
I cannot tahan the smell of sprays, makes me dizzy. (That's just my excuse)
Check out the pics I Syok-Sendiri.... =þ

Yep, its a face mask, I bought it from Tribe in Dataran Pahlawan (FYI, it's a shopping mall).
They have other cool stuff there too, but this one caught my attention the most.
I always wanted to get a mask.
Finally, I got one.
Feeling darn satisfied.
Price? RM45.90
Oh, by the way, I just cut my hair too!!
Haha....man I'm super random.

Are We Done Yet??

If Only We're All Colourblind...

Hey all, remember I promise to blog about my Bentong trip?
Well guess what?
Anna went back to kl and therefore I don't have any picture with me.....haha, sorry guys!!
Anyway, you can always check out Anna's blog if you wanna read about my trip in Bentong.

But for today, I just wanna express my anger, my soul, my pain....
I'm sad because there are some "people" think that they are "The Prince of the Land" therefore that makes the rest of us is immigrant, "tumpang" their country.
So sad right to hear something like this coming out from our own country men.
They forgot it is us that make this land prosperous.
It was us that help to build this country.
Without us there will be no today for this country.
We treat this country as our own land, our own sanctuary and our own home!
We never plan to take over the power, the fame and the stardom of you people that hold on to the high post!
All we want is unity, working together hand in hand as HUMAN BEING!!!
But can that hope even be possible?
I wonder......

Despite that, I know all this is just a political gimmick.
Small fry being a puppet to a Puppeteer who plans to take over the reigning power.
I know that the Puppeteer is behind all this.
Following the footsteps of his father, trying to cause havoc just like in the pass, that fateful 13th May.
Oh no, not this time, we have seen through all this.
We know your plans and skims to kill us and destroy the peace in this country.
We are not stupid you know....
We have seen it before and now we are smarter than you are.
We shall not fall for the same trick that your forefathers has once trick us before.
I believe that their days are numbered.
Evil can never last forever.

Even with such pain I feel,
No matter what people say,
This land that I live in will always be my home.
I love Malaysia and I'm not shy to admit it.
Its the only reason why I read about politics, interested in it.
Cause my future depends on it.
I cannot afford to be ignorant on this.
Even thou there is so much going on,
My hope and faith for this country will never die.
I believe one day, It can fly too!

"Even through the darkest night, this fire burns always" - Killswitch Engage