We are The Kings and Queens!

Living life without a purpose.

Living such life is risky, cause you never know where you stand and thus you'll get tired and not know where are your goals. Is like living life the easy way, what ever comes, comes whatever goes, goes. Easily blown by the wind that we nor anyone on earth could predict.

You live, but without a purpose, and I think thats sad. Is like God gave you a life, but you know not what to do with it. Without purpose you only do what you think is right, for the moment, and in the end, whats next?

We have to root our goals and purpose on a strong foundation, something that is worth living for. Thats whats life is all about. Commitment and responsibility, inspiring others while you are inspired by others. Giving hope and strength while you draw hope and strength from others.

Life is beautiful, even when is not. Only if you know how to live it, otherwise, we are no different from the hollowness of this world.

I want to be like those people who give hope and inspiration to other people, it doesn't matter on what matters, all that matters is my life, my words, my action give them another day to live, another day to go on, another day to grow and another day to fight.

My life may seems very insignificant now, but thats my goal, before I die, this is what I wanna do, and I know I'll achieve it someday, as long as I stick close to God and do the will of the Father.

Finally

Finally I'm able to compose my new year resolution!

So here goes!

Personal:

- Be more forgiving
- Be less judgemental
- Be more sharper
- Be more wiser, quick to think slow to speak

God:

- Take up a bigger responsibilty in church
- Read the bible, at least half of the bible to be read finish by the end of the year
- Be on time for every CG and church service

Family:

_ Remember to call them every once a month
- Build stronger relationship with brother
- Learn to buy gifts for parents

Financial:

- Save at least $200 every month
- Eat more simple food

Health:

- Need to achieve a more fitter body by the end of this year or possible, before POS
- Eat more healthy food like fruits
- Eat fast food as little as 2 or 3 times a month

Friendship:

- Build a stronger bond with housemate
- Need to engage CG friends more for spiritual guidance

Work/Homework:

- Need to be confidence in doing homework
- Focus and stop being emo

Wow....seems like I have lots of things to do this year, alright...For those of you who read this, I would appreciate it if you keep me in track because I know I might go astray some how....

Long journey ahead...looking forward to it.

2010, Holding on...

What a year to kick off, wishing everyone happy new year, but never know what my future lies ahead of me.

Am I trying to hard? Am I fighting with my own strength? This world that I live in seems to gets colder every year.

What am I looking for?
What am I waiting for?
Do you know what are you doing to me?

It feels as if the world has turn against me,
My time is lost, some one stole it from me
Messy feelings, cold heart,
I do not bleed, because my blood is frozen,
Distortion of guitar banging in my ears,
Silence....
Still not knowing the truth

Funny how I know who to turn to,
but still I decide to go my way.
The truth is, I'm a fool.
The sun...the sun
I could see the sun in a far distance..
Seems out of reach...

But don't we all bleed the same way?
Don't we all have the same thing to go through?
Knowing this I realize I'm not alone...

This world, this world is cold, but you, you don't have to go...
And you're not sure what you're waiting for and you don't want to know more,
And you're not sure what you're looking for and you don't want to know more..

But hold on,
If you feel like letting go,
Hold on, it gets better than you know,
Don't stop looking you're one step closer,
Don't stop searching its not over,
Hold on!!