Would You Like Your Coffee With Dota?

Been busy recently with homework lately, and lots more to come. Yet I'm able to fine joy and time to type my blog =)

Lately, my church is having our annually building fund program. So, we're raising money so that we can build a bigger and better church to house more people! It's gonna be exciting!

So due to that reason, and of cause for extra income purposes, I have decided to work in Starbucks!!!
Yea, a coffee shop that I always wanted to work and experience ever since I finish form 5.
Is this a dream come true? I hope so....
Today is gonna be my second interview, and according to the assistant store manager, it seems like I'm most likely to be hired!!
Haha, is kinda exciting....but then again is not all fun and games when my time is really challenge by my homework.
I'll like to push myself and see how far I can go with this challenge....and if I manage to pull it through, I'm sure its gonna be worth it...

Hmm....Yesterday me and Hsien Wen was playing dota in our house and were screaming our heads of till Summer came down looking so curious with the game that were playing....Haha
Is dota that interesting, that mesmerizing? I dunno....
But as I search through the web, this is what I found...

Hmm, playing dota looks stress ya?

Why so serious?

Now thats better....owned someone?

This guy seems to be utterly clueless of what dota is...i think

This is how a dota gamers face look like....
I myself find it amusing and interesting....then again this game can be really cruel, I mean people will scold and curse you just because the team is loosing....
Like there's one time when I was playing online with some strangers, they chase me away just because I'm not up to their standard....
So sad T.T
But as for me, I treat it as a game, I don't care what others think....nothing to be serious about, is just a game.
Win or lose, it doesn't matter....
Hmm......I wonder how my face will look like when I play dota?
Would like to capture my face one day...haha
I'm sure it'll be funny....

Till then....

When Money Have Legs and Wings

When I'm broke, I can only afford Maggie Mee.
When I'm broke, I only drink ice kosong.
When I'm broke, I have to fork money out to pay rent.
When I'm broke, I feel so desperate.
When I'm broke, I'm reluctant to go out.
When I'm broke, I feel like breaking things.
When I'm broke, I feel broken.

Why I'm broke?
The truth is, not because I over spent my money but money itself has emotion, feelings, sense...
One day they decide to run away with my whole lot of other money.
One by one they disappear into the night....
This is why I'm broke.

Your money has feelings too, don't hurt your money's feeling or it will run away just like mine did.
So sad....

Take Notice

Dear Reader,

I assume you have notice that it's been super long since I write any post. Well, is not that I lazy or busy(ok sometimes), but i'm trying to enhance my blog and make it more interesting.
I would like to apologize for any inconvenience to you cause of having to click my blog even when there's no updates. I would try my best to speed up the process. Till then there is no updates!

Thank you all for being patience.
Terima Kasih kerana sabar menunggu.
谢谢全部因为耐心。


Yours Annoyingly:
MaximumJon :þ

Tag, You're It!!!

Haih....i really dunno what to post these days, been feeling really bored.
I feel so bad for my readers...will you guys ever forgive me??
Hehe, once I get my hands on some pic will post it out soon ya?

At the mean time, here's some tag...

I THINK I'M...
1. A psycho?: When I'm angry and mad? Hardly anyone saw me psycho b4, so don't push it!! You don like me when i'm PSYCHO!!! Muahahaha
2. A nerd?: Nerd? Do I even look like one??
3. Ghetto?: -.-" No....
4. Two-faced?: I only got one face where got two?? Do you think I have two face?? Like the batman character....Hahahahaha
5. Obnoxious?: Haha, dunno....maybe I am to some people?? But then again...You think I care?? =p
6. Immature?: Dunno wor, I think not lo....okay maybe sometimes...
7. Mature?: Er, I'm very mature...like uncle....hahaha
8. Moody?: I can be moody at times, VERY moody...
9. Alcoholic?: I may drink but never once an alcoholic....The most I can drink is only a bottle I guess....
10. Lovable?: Darn Lovable, don't you think so?? Hahahaha....Not!!!


JUST SOME QUESTIONS...
About the person who tags you

1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: Aren't you grown up enough? How big you wanna be?? Anyway, a very good business woman, who invent new lollipop sweets!! Hahaha
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?: Of cause la
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: I hope not that person la (you know who i'm talking about)
3. When is my birthday?: Alamak...er June 4 1988!!! Correct??
4. Who is my best friend?: Ah, dunno....
5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?: Eh don't perasan, I don't about you that often k...Mika - Lollipop song...hahaha
6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: Nope
7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?: Your name sounds just fine. =)
8. Have u ever had a dream about me?: Er, no...
what was it? I said no d lo
9. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: Lollipop??
10. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?: That I'll bring you out for dinner before you go to England, and thats a promise!!

-Tag by Shirlyn-

Now is my turn to tag you!!
- Adeline the doink
-Claire bear
- Ashley the very long
- Anna dear
- Adrienne the aunty

God Of Wonders

Many nights I woke up feeling heavy inside,
Not of guilt but of breath.
Couldn't gasp enough air, hesitantly I arose from my slumber.
Many times I questioned, "God, why? Why does it return to haunt me?"
At times like this I felt so helpless, scared and couldn't do anything but to pray.
Then it is times like this I remember the story of the foot print in the sand.
It is then I knew that my God was actually with me all the time.
It was then I knew that I was being carried on His back.
Never once He has abandoned me nor forsake me despite of my ignorance.

I felt at ease when I know that He is with me.
And as I continue to believe in that,
My breath began to return to me slowly.
There's a lot I could have further question,
But I choose to praise God even in my storms.

Questions I can ask later,
But what more important is the task You had had me to do.
To continue living, to fulfill my destiny.
I know it is not time for me to die.
No, not now.
I shall remember the story of that foot print,
Not just now, but for the rest of my life.


"......Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me? The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.” - Mary Stevenson, 1936

Just Being Super Random

You know, I have this really weird thing inside me.
Is like I never buy anything for myself.
Well, hardly.
To me, buying clothes, shoes, accessories, etc are all waste of money.
I rather buy something delicious to feed my stomach than to buy all those stuff.
But then again, whatever I eat, will go down the toilet.
Not like clothes, they won't rot away, right?
So why do I choose food over clothes?
Maybe is because my dad said, "Whatever you wanna eat, eat. When it comes to food no need to think so much".
Hmmmmm.........
But then again, food taste so much better to clothes!!
Nyahahaha.....
The only things that I'm willing to buy for myself are things that is unnecessary, like mini handcuffs, the voodoo doll key chain thingy, cute lil toys, and there's even one time I attempt to buy a set of mini sushi!! But I ran out of cash....hehe
Well, that;s how I work I guess.
I only buy clothes when I really need em, or either its really really super nice!

So to cut the long story short, I recently just bought something really useless again.
Ok not so useless la, I can use it while I'm spraying my project next time.
I cannot tahan the smell of sprays, makes me dizzy. (That's just my excuse)
Check out the pics I Syok-Sendiri.... =þ

Yep, its a face mask, I bought it from Tribe in Dataran Pahlawan (FYI, it's a shopping mall).
They have other cool stuff there too, but this one caught my attention the most.
I always wanted to get a mask.
Finally, I got one.
Feeling darn satisfied.
Price? RM45.90
Oh, by the way, I just cut my hair too!!
Haha....man I'm super random.

Are We Done Yet??

If Only We're All Colourblind...

Hey all, remember I promise to blog about my Bentong trip?
Well guess what?
Anna went back to kl and therefore I don't have any picture with me.....haha, sorry guys!!
Anyway, you can always check out Anna's blog if you wanna read about my trip in Bentong.

But for today, I just wanna express my anger, my soul, my pain....
I'm sad because there are some "people" think that they are "The Prince of the Land" therefore that makes the rest of us is immigrant, "tumpang" their country.
So sad right to hear something like this coming out from our own country men.
They forgot it is us that make this land prosperous.
It was us that help to build this country.
Without us there will be no today for this country.
We treat this country as our own land, our own sanctuary and our own home!
We never plan to take over the power, the fame and the stardom of you people that hold on to the high post!
All we want is unity, working together hand in hand as HUMAN BEING!!!
But can that hope even be possible?
I wonder......

Despite that, I know all this is just a political gimmick.
Small fry being a puppet to a Puppeteer who plans to take over the reigning power.
I know that the Puppeteer is behind all this.
Following the footsteps of his father, trying to cause havoc just like in the pass, that fateful 13th May.
Oh no, not this time, we have seen through all this.
We know your plans and skims to kill us and destroy the peace in this country.
We are not stupid you know....
We have seen it before and now we are smarter than you are.
We shall not fall for the same trick that your forefathers has once trick us before.
I believe that their days are numbered.
Evil can never last forever.

Even with such pain I feel,
No matter what people say,
This land that I live in will always be my home.
I love Malaysia and I'm not shy to admit it.
Its the only reason why I read about politics, interested in it.
Cause my future depends on it.
I cannot afford to be ignorant on this.
Even thou there is so much going on,
My hope and faith for this country will never die.
I believe one day, It can fly too!

"Even through the darkest night, this fire burns always" - Killswitch Engage

Just Thoughts

Ah I'm finally back at Malacca.
To be exact I just came back from Bentong, Pahang few days ago.
And thanks to "Uncle" Hsien Wen hospitality, me and Anna really had a wonderful time there!
If you ask me, I definitely will go back there again.
The fresh air, the cold weather, the yucky hot spring, the beautiful waterfall and of cause, the view of Genting from the entrance of Hsien Wen's taman.
Oh ya, and not forgetting the Shu Shu Fan(don't ask me what it means, I got no idea at all). Is a food that they serve there. Nothing special about the food, but its the thing that they sell at a specific time that's what makes the food special.
Will tell you guys everything once I get the picture from Anna.

But for today, let me entertain you with my thoughts. Alright?
Its ok, you can always ignore my blog and stop reading at anytime. ;)

Ok first of all, I would like to congrats Anwar Ibrahim on winning the Permatang Pauh election, and for getting into the parliament today.
After such a long and immense battle with BN, finally he got his chance to sit and fight for the PM sit in the parliament and hopefully he won't forget to defend the right of the people in the country without any biasness, as he promise.
Hopefully through this change, Malaysia would be a better place to live without any racism, political bias and corruption.
I never like BN anyway....

Dato' Anwar and His wife trying to look cool

Ok enough politics for the day.
Yes yes I know, not many people like politics, but at least you must know whats going on mah, you need to know the fate of the country as you are living in this country call Malaysia.
Yes it may be sad to live here, FOR NOW.
But I believe that one day it'll be a better place for you and me.
Impossible is Nothing. Learn from Adidas man!! ^-^

As for me, I love my country.
I never thought of migrating.
I've been to a few country like S. Korea, Singapore and Australia.
They are all lovely and beautiful, huge and have beautiful weather, but nothing feels like home.
Don't believe me? Ask Beverly *Click Here* if you dunno who she is, even she misses home too!

How bout you guys? How do you feel about Malaysia?

For those of you who read my blog, pls pls pls leave a comment.
Let me know your thoughts, speak out. Anything just say something. I would love to hear from you. ^-^

Ok next topic.
Do you know that I'm a crazy football fan?
I am so crazy over football that I've gone to the extend and imagine, IF I was ever born in England, I would most likely join a football club, and work my way through so that I could play with the stars and be a star myself! Haha...
Can you imagine what I'm imagining right now? No?
Ok here's the link *Click Here*

Am I crazy or what? Hmm....
I guess other football junkie like me would have the same dream too don't tya think so?
Anyway, ever since the beginning of the new season of BPL(Barclay's Premiere League), I was on tip toe waiting for the new FIFA 09 to be release.
Its the only game that I'm still playing after all these years.
And as I was searching on youtube today, guess what??
I found the very first trailer of the game!!!
Woohoo!!!
I quickly click the link, waiting patiently for it to load finish.
After waited for so long, ok not that long, I finally get to watch it.
As expected, the graphic of the game was real like!!
Its super real as if I'm watching a real player playing the ball!
The movement, the reflex of the player, the physics......WOW!!!
I was amazed by the job well done of the producers.
Congrats to EA(The company of the game) once again for a superb job well done!!!
The trailer was awesome!!
For those of you who wanna check it out, *Click Here*
And for the web link *Click Here*

Here's the game cover of the UK version

Will blog about the Bentong trip once I get the pics.
Till then see ya!!
Remember to leave comments ya!

PS: I Don't like phantoms. Its creepy ya know!!

Spilling My Thoughts Out

Lately I've been wondering,
How is my room in kl like?
It's been awhile since I've gone back there.

Well, tomorrow it'll be my first time since almost 4 months ago.
I wonder how is the condition of the grass outside my house?
Did anyone pull it?
I wonder how thick is the dust off my room?
Will it be a few inch thick?
Did any new "residence" move into my room while I'm gone? You know I hate those especially with cold blood and makes noise in the middle of the night.

How about the poor fridge down stairs?
Has the freezer turn into an ice cave again?
Did anyone clean it?
And the washing machine, is it spinning?

Come to think of it, I took all those things for granted while I'm in Malacca.
Just because I don't have to use em I don't really care
Feeling a little bit guilty.

I hope my house is in tip top shape
Hope Hsien Wen could handle the pressure of being the only man in the house.
Guess I shouldn't worried should I?
After all, is not like I couldn't trust my house mates.
Still I couldn't help but to wonder what will my house look like when I get back tomorrow.

KL........
I never like the hectic life there
Not everyone in KL seems so alive
Mostly dead
Its a big city after all
But I miss the overly build gigantic mall there
Somehow it made me feel like home
Somehow it acted like an escape to another world of new

Aih...
It seems that I get a lil emotional when it comes to moving back to KL
It made me think about the life here in Malacca.
How I wish I can bring a little this of Malacca and a little that of KL to where I live
But life is unfair, you cannot wish for everything to come true
Yet its beautiful because it brings you to a new beginning

Never the less I've been looking forward to meet a new challenge,
To challenge myself in whatever may come my way
To see the world like I've never seen before

I can't wait for the new semester to start for me
Can't wait to achieve new gold and push myself a little bit harder
Its a new beginning, a new road
I can't afford to let the my life just pass by the way it has
After all, I only get to be 20 once
=)

A Moment To Remember

Fuuh!! Is such a tiring month for me...
so many work to be done, so busy running errands for parents and preparing for birthdays, etc....
Finally, after Soooooooo long, I now can finally blog again!! Yay!!

I taught of resuming writing my blog yesterday but then I was busy watching the badminton match that made Malaysia stood up on its feet for almost an hour!!
I guess most of you guys watch the match right?
On that evening my family decided to tapau(take away) from a famous restoran just around the corner of my Taman food court area. Usually people always dine in but on that day, people were queuing up to buy food back just to watch the match!! And that delayed my dad from bringing the food back home earlier so that I feast on it to satisfy my hunger.
I read from the news paper today that people actually throw their movie tickets away just to go to the mamak stall at Damanasara just to watch the match on the big screen!
And I also read that even Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim(PKR Defacto) stop for a brief moment at a mamak stall just to watch the match before continuing his campaign!!
Wow!!
This is truly amazing, the first time ever I've seen and experience this in Malaysia.
It made me so proud to know that there are still people in Malaysia that have not forgotten the true meaning of being Malaysian.

I watch the whole match until the giving of the medals.
Although Malaysia didn't win, but I was really proud of Chong Wei. He was truly amazing.
He has made history for himself and Malaysia to be the first ever Malaysian Olympian to ever win a medal in badminton singles.
And to be rank world No. 2 in one of the most famous sports? Wow!! I mean who would have thought that a Malaysian could actually achieve something that big? (Oh and please don't include that "Astronaut" or should I say Space Monkey who goes on a joy ride in space and doing "Duh" experiment with our Money)
It is truly the best gift that Malaysia have receive especially in the month of Merdeka.
Never mind if theres no flags and decoration being hung up high in the streets, but a show of support to this fellow Malaysian by thousands other Malaysians is enough to stir up the spirit of Merdeka in the country.

Although Chong Wei failed to defeat China's own version of the Flash(Lin Dan), but he made his fellow country men proud, and he went down with dignity. Thats all that matters.

Lee Chong Wei, A man to be remember

Happy Merdeka Everyone!!

Got Smile? Part IV

YES!! Its finally done, finally over.....
My torment has come to an end....well....most of it.
The picture up there is my teeth, my "beautiful" teeth.
I had my braces done for 3days now, and I don like the feeling of it.
I know its only like 3days but its really really annoying!!
Yea, maybe I'll get use to it(I hope).

Okay, let me start my story at the clinic.
I arrive there at 10.30, waited for more than an hour there, cause some old auntie came late thus delay my appointment. But its ok, I'm not mad. I have news paper to read anyway. =D
I taught I'll be really nervous or scared or sweating when I got there, but none....well maybe I was a lil nervous but other than that, no feeling at all!
Hmm....maybe I just wanna get this over with asap so that I could enjoy my food once again.
Anyway, while I was happily reading away the papers, the nurse(actually I call her auntie Rachel, but is easier if I just call her nurse....feels weird calling her that) called me in.
I kinda forgotten why I was there in the first place. Must be the football article.
So I got up, fold the paper nicely, put it on the glass table, walk right down the hall, open the door that says "Surgery I", lie down on the chair while I wait for the doc to attend to me.
At that moment, I felt a lil more nervous, but not enough for me to get panic.

The doc check my teeth for awhile, then immediately grab the syringe and injected me.
I was a lil shock as I wasn't prepare for that encounter.
When I was younger, I really get freak out when the doc bring out the syringe. I was so scared that the doctor had to hide the thing from me and trick me to believe that I'm not getting the injection.
You should look at the darn thing, is huge I tell ya!! HUGE!! And I never like the numb feeling.
3 days ago my whole mouth was numb. I lost count of how many times he injected me.
I couldn't talk right. It felt like someone had just wham me with a baseball bat or something. Then the doc left me there for 10mins to get the medicine to work properly.
Since I got nothing to do while waiting, and I couldn't sleep, so I took some pic....

While waiting....

After 10mins the doc came back, clean my teeth and everything, THEN....
He pulls a plier out from no where, then he said, you SHOULDN'T fell any pain, even if there is a slightest pain, raise your hands.
He scared the crap out of me by saying shouldn't......Shouldn't?? Shouldn't?? Means there is possibility that I might feel pain la??!! o.O
So he put the plier into my mouth, clamp on one tooth, and he twist and turn and pop! Came out my tooth!!! Argh!! Eh....no pain wor??
Haha, my heart beat suddenly just stop beating like crazy and beat normally.
And he continue to pull out the other tooth as well....
And after that, I felt so relief....
Finally, the worst part, is over!!!! Hooray!!!

My pullout teeth, look at it, is so long!! o.O

My beat up face...haha, Yes I know I look ugly.
The doc stuff cotton into my mouth to stop the bleeding.

And the final part is the doc install the tiny metal for me and tie with a wire, which becomes my braces.
And vuala!! This is how I look now...

Smile! Smile!!

Well the pain wasn't as bad as the first time I had the rubber ring in my mouth, yet it stills annoys me.
My front teeth doesn't have the strength to bite anything, because it was being stretch by the wire, and if anything contacts with it, it hurts. Not that much but still enough to keep me away from chewing.
So because of that, I have no choice but to peal or cut the food into smaller slices and put it and the back of my mouth to chew.
For the pass few days, all I ever had was soup, or oats like Quaker Oats....
Something that I can swallow with.
Haiz.....you know liquid food won't fill your tummy to the max, as I get hungry REAL fast....
Just only yesterday I follow my dad to some seminar in a hotel, and they serve rice for lunch.
I have no choice but to eat something like this(see below pic).
Yeap just sausage and egg, even slice up I still have some difficulties to chew my food up.
It was yummy thou.

If I could bite better that day, I would have taken more eggs and sausages!!
They really are tasty!!

I wonder how long will my braces take?
Hopefully it'll take a really short period of time, I hate cleaning the braces....
=)
I hope this post doesn't discourage those of you who would like to have braces.
By all means go ahead...
As for me, well, initially I don't wanna put braces, but due to no choice, as a resort, I have to do it.
I'm kinda prepare for what ever suffering I may face cause I know sure will kena suffer like this wan....
But in the end, the suffering will pay out.
I'll have a cleaner teeth and a better smile. =)

Got Smile? Part III

Sigh....look at my beautiful teeth, ain't it beautiful? Not!
Yes, this is the second part of the process.
See behind, can you see? Yup exactly, before they put the wires across my teeth they need to put the hook like ring anchor on to my teeth.
Ain't they shiny?
The process? Well, to my surprise it wasn't as painful as the rubber thingy(Read previous post), but its really darn irritating.
I can't eat well, I can't drink well, I can't do anything!!
Why? Because there are four weird thing sticking out from my teeth as if I grew extra teeth!!
Really, its annoying....
On Monday I had this done, and yesterday(a few hours ago) my mum made western food for the fam, knowing how much I love western food!! All the greasy, crunchy, fried stuff, but I couldn't enjoy them...
One of the hook keep hooking on to my flesh and now I got ulcer....Well, not really a big one, but a really small one.
Still I went to the pharmacy to get me an ulcer gel...in case it gets bigger.
And my tongue, it keeps scratching against the metal, it annoys me every time I try to enjoy my food...haiz......

Maybe I'm not use to it I guess...
Hopefully I'll get use to it quick, or else I dunno how long am I gonna suffer....
I can't enjoy food like I use to anymore....
No more snickers, no more bubblegums!! No more muachi!!! Wait, muachi can right? Oh pls say can!!
The doc says it is likely that it will take up to 2years to finish up the process...2 YEARS!!
@_@

I can't wait that long doc!!! 2 years without my yummy foods? Thats like torture!! *Sob*

Well....I guess I'll have to wait then....
But look at the bright side, since I ain't gonna eat that much, means I get slimmer and fitter right? Right?? Or will I??? Hmm.....

Well this coming Thursday its the final process. Yup, the braces is finally going up, and the doc is gonna extract 2 teeth. So heres my last time saying goodbye to my teeth.
Goodbye teeth, see you in heaven.... *sob sob*

Everclear

Someday everything will be wonderful...
music video

Stick Stories

Bored of typing? Always wanted to show your feelings in a more expressive ways?
Love to draw but can't draw?
Fear not my fellow bloggers, there is a solution, try drawing sticks!! Yes sticks that walks and talks!

Well heres what I found on the net.
Actually Anna found it on the net and ask me to check it out.
And I'm happy I did! Cause the blog is so so fun and entertaining! The blog is called Stickgal, ever heard of it?
The above picture is drawn by this blogger, and she only uses image to tell her story.
Not like the rest of us, like to talk long-long story.
Her blog is simple and entertaining.
Check it out your self.

Cause of her creativeness, shes
My Featured Blog Of The Week!!

Got Smile? Part II

Bryan!!! It hurts!! It hurts!!! I dunno why yours doesn't but mine hurts!!
Yesterday I went to the dentist for my VERY 1st appointment.
First the doc uses some kind of clay like flour thingy to put into my mouth, both upper and lower so that they could cast out the mold of my teeth.
I almost puke, cause its disgusting!! It feels like someone shaft in some tasteless dough into my mouth.
The doc told me to relax, so I did...
Later the doctor did scaling(clean my teeth with canggih dental tool) for me. Well that was ok.
After that he put in some rubber stuff in between my wisdom tooth.
It seems like he uses full force to put it in. That seems ok too...
The nurses told me that I can eat solid, and if the rubbery thingy drop of I have to come back to put it back in, and the pain will only kick in the evening. If its too pain, take painkillers.
So I taught to myself, how pain could it be??

Later that evening.....
The pain really started to kick in, but its bearable.
So I taught of eating some bread instead of rice, cause bread is softer.
So I bought some bread to eat. I took a bite, AND IT HURTS!!!! Ouch!!!!!
I have to nibble the bread, using my front teeth to chew, like a herbivore....so sad!!
I couldn't enjoy my precious bread.....I love bread!! Reluctantly, I gave the rest of it to my brother..... T.T
So my mum made porridge for me.....T.T
I literally have to swallow my porridge....instead of eating it I'm drinking it....sad, sad, sad

Today is the second day, and the pain isn't that bad anymore, but I still can't chew, I have to "drink" porridge still....
My mum told me that my cousin couldn't even talk, it took 3days for him to recover from it.
So today is the second, I hope tomorrow the pain will be minimal...
My bro said that every time I go back to the dentist, I have to suffer 3days of pain....WHY??!!!

I know some of you think I'm such a sissy, but imagine this! The rubbery thing is about 1mm thick, and the gap between your tooth is what?? Less then 0.5mm!!!!! So you said pain or not??


How long is the suffering gonna be?? How long!! All my food, my lovely, precious, yummy food!!! When can I eat you??!!! Its been 2days(including today) since I had a solid food!!! *Sob sob sob*

Don't they look tasty??
Darn now I'm hungry..... -.-"

Got Smile?

Check out the time on my post, its 9 something in the morning!!
So you must be wondering why am I up so early right?
Well, because today is the day that I'm going to the dentist for my braces appointment!! o.O
Scarrryyy!!!!!
I never like going to the dentist!! I hate the HUGE BIG needle that the doctor use to numb my pain...
I hate that feeling! The feeling of wondering when the doctor is gonna shaft the needle into the mouth!! Argh.....!!

Haiz.....I have an x-ray done on my mouth, and to my surprise, I didn't even know that my teeth was so that bad!! Check it out

Check out the teeth on my bottom left and right. Its not suppose to be that way

I kinda reluctant to do my braces at first, but the Doc said if I don't get it done quick, in the future I might loose those important teeth at the back!!
So I taught for awhile, and I've decided to do it....
Better suffer now than suffer then right? After all its just a short period of time!! 1 year the most right??
But for the mean time, no fancy nice food for me!! No more cupcakes!! No more McD!!! T.T

Sad.....
Alright, gotta get changing to meet the Doc....
Will take pic for you all when I'm back from the dentist.
Hope they give me a really cool braces ^-^

tagged by Ms Fabulous aka Cathy K

-.-" Seriously, i really don't do tag anymore...You know how long I took to do this tag? Cathy actually tagged me for sometime already, but me....got so lazy....just don't feel like doing it...and I know that SOMEONE is HAVING AN EXAM!!! So I waited till the exam its over....so here it goes....

1. What do you want the most now?
Cupcakes, cupcakes, cupcakes!!!!!

2. Who is the person you trust the most?
Anna, she look too innocent to lie to me right?

3. Are you in love?
.....From the bottom of my heart.

4. If you have a dream come true...
Dreams?? Did someone mention dreams?? Sure you wanna know?? ok...
*Takes Deep Breath*
- First I would like to be a Million Air, if not Billion so that I could....
- Have my very own private animal hospital with ambulance included and also, an emergency hotline number!! :D
- Bank in millions of Ringgit into World Vision Organization
- Build a better facilities for the poor people who are living in the urban area, for example the suburban orang asli
- Have an empire of my own business chain
- Have nice beautiful bungalow house with big compound and a swimming pool :D
- Pimp my car!! Design by me!!!
- Own a Suzuki Hayabusa Bike!!
- Collect and Design my own Dunny!!
- Collect small-small cute sushi!!
- And the list goes on and on....

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Rain can never stop me from reaching my goal, therefore rainbow I shall see

6. What's your goal for this year?
To buck up on my studies and assignments!! o.O

7. Do you believe in eternity?
Eternity exist alright...

8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
Well, as far as I can see, that person is still alive and smoking....so Nope.. =)

9. What feeling do you love the most?
Horny?! Haha, just kidding....the feeling that you know no matter what happen theres always some one there to pick you up. =)

10. What are the requirements for the other half?
Other half? What other half?? You mean the other half of my brain??

11. What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
That people are starring at you pretending to be nice and smile at you, but actually they are throwing knives and machine gun at you at the back of their mind!!!

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Honestly? Not every...

13. What do you want to do in the future?
I'm gonna be the one of the famous designer or successful businessman!!

14. What is the most important thing in your life?
My faith.

15. How did you feel last night?
Hungry?

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My Fam and people I call "Family"

17. When do you think the world will end?
The world end?? Its not very long you know, look around you....

18. The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
I'll spread The Good News and ask people to repent!! No, no seriously!!!

19. What do you think of the person that tagged you?
She's crazy shes gonna put more and more piercing soon, becoming more and more prettier as the days goes by, and fashionable too!!

20. What do you want to know right now?
Why can't I write any darn songs?? Am I not talented enough??

Then add 4 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)
- Ah malas la....you all sure won't do the tag one

Hmm, actually its kinda fun to do tags...haha....me crazy


Actually I'm kinda curious what these few people in my mind are thinking actually....haha I don't care, gonna tag anyway!! Hehe
- Claire Bear!! (Haha you are too free claire!!)
- Anna Dear
- Ray-ray (does he reads my blog?)
- DaVin!!! Where the heck are you??!!!

Oh!! Oh!! Cupcakes!!!

Do you all know that I love cupcakes?
No not the one that sell in pasar malam.
Then?
Well these cupcakes are made of butter(I think its butter la cause it taste like one) cake as the base, and icing, REALLY REALLY COOL icing on the top!!
Get it?
Well, maybe not all of you get it...
I have a friend who can make really really yummy cupcakes, and she is none other, Jamie!!

Isn't it cute? Made by Jamie!!

As I was surfing the net just a moment ago, I found out that there is a cupcake store somewhere in kl!!!
Ok, ok, I know you Malacca people are going to say "Che, in kl only got, why everything is in kl wan? Ah malas wanna read la....after all not say can eat", but wait wait wait wait wait, ok, if I ever happen to find the shop, or if there's any request(if i'm back in kl that is) to buy it, I'll buy it for you guys and bring it back to Malacca, ok? Provided IF I'm coming back to Malacca la....(Sorry its the best I can do) =D
See I so kind....(It's my blog, I can say whatever I want!! Nyahaha :þ)

Ok so here are some pics that I found!!!

Black and White, Bones and Lightning

Ahoy, Matey!


Serve em' Hot!! Freshly bake from the oven


Ah, last but not least, the place where the yummy things are made.

Well, according to the address on the blog it says its at Damansara Uptown? SS21? Where?
Why I never see get wan? Anyone wanna help me out?
Anyway, I'll go cupcake hunting when I'm back in kl....hehe

PS: Pictures are taken from cuppacakes, I "pinjam promote" their picture from flickr. So please don't take their picture from my blog ya. Cause ITS ILLEGAL!!

The Dream That Kills

Ever had the most weirdest dream in your life?
Its so weird that it almost felt, real?
Well, yesterday afternoon I took a nap and have one of the wackiest dream ever.
You'll see why...

In the afternoon....
I was so sleepy, couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. I was watching a movie called Nanny McPhee with my mother and brother.
I suppose the movie was for children, but yet, it kept a fully grown dude like me entertain.
But I was sleepy, I told my self right after this movie I would go to bed.
Indeed after that, I head to bed straight away.
And the dream began......

I open my eyes, seeing trees and a theres this very eerie feeling.
I take a look around me, realize that I'm no where near town.
Wooden houses(something like a kampung area) surround me. Not knowing where I am, I just started walking around....they sky was dark
But I felt weird, its like I'm here on a mission, and the way I'm walking is more like sneaking rather than walking.
Not knowing what was going, I play along.
Next think I know, I saw at least two other man all dress up like Rambo or something like that.
One guy told me that we had to act fast.
Sneaking through houses, jumping through fence....I don't like this feeling, but yet I follow every move they make.
Finally we arrive at the back of a wooden house, it looks nothing like a house where people would live in, but more like a hideout.
And suddenly, my purpose of being with these two guys become clear, my reason there has been revealed to me.
I was an undercover agent, SWAT team, the Navy Seal Team....I'm not sure, all I know I was part of an government association.
We quickly bust in the house, the bust startle some of them, so we shot a few of them accept one guy.....I assume is the leader.
One of my guy interrogate him, whack him up.....I couldn't remember what were thay talking about...
But after he was done with it, he look at me, with a voice of authority he said "Kill him.."
I took a knife out, a pretty long and sharp one, stab the victim hard in the abdomen.
I'm pretty sure his dead....
In the midst of all these things going on, I don't feel great, or like some kind of super hero, instead, I felt cold, scared, and trembling.
When I took the knife out, my hands were shivering.....and when the knife when through his body, I felt a chill down my spine!!
Gosh!! Its my first time killing a human being! Never like the feeling....

We walk out of the wooden house, set the house a blaze and watch it as the fire engulf the whole wooden house.
Then our leader(I assume his my leader because he kept giving order) command us to make a move out of here, pronto.
So we moved out the same way we came in....with stealth and silence.....like shadow in the dark....we leave no trace behind
But as we were escaping, I heard sirens from police cars!! I was so panic that I starting running like a wild rabbit being chase by dogs.
We apparently split up and after that I never see them again, but all I know now is that I have to run, or else I'll be dead too.
The hunter became the hunted.
The fear, the intense of the atmosphere, the dark, seeing my shadow pass through houses.....and what freak me out was the sound of the sirens, it was getting closer and closer.
The closer the sound get, the more I was panic.....all I can think now is death....


I was so scared, suddenly the next thing I know I was awake!!
Whole body was wet with sweat....
Feeling a lil bit uneasy of the whole dream...
Pick my self up from bed and get ready for dinner....
As much as you think its cool, its NOT!!!
I was scared to death!!!!!
I think too much hitman game for me...

This is the first time I had a dream like this....it was darn scary not cool ok. Way darn scary.
Apparently killing someone wasn't really nice....
The worst part is when I know I was being hunted....that feeling was even more sick man!!!

But I glad it was all a dream......
Dreams can be scary at times.
So whats your dream like?

Blogging Away

Food....my stomach is hungry......
Well so I went browsing in the morning, doing some online survey thing at youthsays. Then they have this section where you can search for a new blog to read.
Since i'm super free, so I went browsing randomly, looking at interesting and the not so interesting blog names. I came across this blog, it has its own domain.
So I tot it will be interesting, so I went to check it out....and.....I WAS RIGHT!!!
You know why?
Hehe.....ok, the moment you step into her blog, it says, Dine with Annna. So??
Yes you are right!! She blogs about food food food!!!!
Yum Yum Yum!!!
And you know what else I found???
Utterly yummy-licious cake that look "So good that I can even eat it ON MY OWN"(Remember the Gardenia Bread song?? Hehe)

The Chef working out their master piece

Vuala!! Art that can be eaten? I like the burger wan especially....Yum
In case you were wondering, YES, they are edible, real delicious cake!!

Then later in the afternoon I have to sent my bro to tuition, and after that, go to the CIMB bank which is near to my house to pay some income tax(My dad's one ok, not mine).
After taking my number, which I realize is theres 28 people more to go, I head over next door to Ayamas Chicken store to get me some drinks and sausage(man all this food stuff is making me hungry).....
Because I can't enter the bank with food. So I sat outside.....
You know what I saw?
Two dudes standing next to a Mercedes car, one look in his mid 30s the other dude looks like a Dato(not to be confuse with datuk) in his mid 50s.
They are selling like some kind of.....I dunno....Oil? Petrol? Some magical water thingy?
Whatever it is.....
I find it funny because, who in the world do business on a Mercedes car!!???
Come on la, at least be creative la....who in the world wanna buy some pink colour looking weird bottle on a Mercedes car? Would you wanna buy one??



Ok, i'm currently feeling darn inspired. So int drawing now.....hopefully by the next post i'll be able to finish drawing and painting whatever I was drawing? haha....till then....

My Friends, It Matters

Friends, friends come and go, they never stay.
When the time comes, we'll all be separated.
Many says that friends are not to be trusted, and still others believe that friends will be nothing more than friends.
But to me, my friends are precious, my friends are my family, no matter where they go, we are never apart.
Distance cannot separate us.
Not everyone in my life I can proudly call them my friend, my family.
I don't trust people easily.
I don't tell everyone my problem, only friends that are deserving, and stick by each other through thin and thick are the well deserves one to be call, my friend.

Memories of the good times will always be remembered.
And the bad times, will always be a lesson to learn.
We all have our separate ways, separate vision, separate dreams.
Maybe one day will see each other again, maybe some day will work together as a team again.
Maybe....
But let us not let distance be a hindrance for us, let us not forget each other.
May we'll meet again....
Someday.....

-=Friends Do Last Forever=-

The Fuel Price Saga

Ok, I know some of you might get this in your email already, but i'm posting it here so that Malaysians(or who ever visits my blog) could see that what our gov is doing. By the way, i got this from my email sent by a friend. So here goes....

WHAT IS NEVER MENTIONED IN Mainstream Media like NST/TheStar/Utusan/BH are these facts....

Malaysian PerCapita Income USD 5000

VS

Singaporean PerCapita Income USD 25000

Further The Star made a comparison of prices in Thailand , Singapore and Indonesia .

For Thailand it is quoted at RM3.90/liter, however are they aware that in Thailand new cars are cheaper than Malaysia by RM10,000? They pay only one life time for their driving license? No renewal fee after that? Also that goes for road tax as well? And do TheStar also aware that you can drive all the way from Hadtyai to Bangkok on a six lane highway without paying any Tolls ??!!

Whereas here in Malaysia you have to pay yearly renewal for road tax , driving license and TOLLS, TOLLS, TOLLS!!!

For Singapore how can you quote RM 5.20 ? Please quote in Singapore Dollars because they are earning in Sing Dollars. You might as well say Europeans are paying RM10/liter. RM5.20/liter = Sing $ 2.20/liter, still cheaper than Malaysia in view of fact that Singapore is not a crude oil exporter. Are you saying that you fill up petrol in Singapore by paying Ringgit?

In economy, dollar to dollar must be compared as apple to apple. Not comparing like durian in M'sia is much cheaper than durian in Japan!! Of course-lah, Japan is not durian producer!!! Comparing Malaysian durian with Thailand durian make more sense!!

For Indonesia we might say is cheaper there at RM2.07/liter but compare that to their level of income!

Now, let us compare the price with OIL PRODUCING countries:

UAE – RM1.19/litre

Eygpt – RM1.03/litre

Bahrain – RM0.87/litre

Qatar – RM0.68/litre

Kuwait – RM0.67/litre

Saudi Arabia – RM0.38/litre

Iran – RM0.35/litre

Nigeria – RM0.32/litre

Turkmenistan – RM0.25/litre

Venezuela – RM0.16/litre

MALAYSIA – RM2.70/litre

RM 2.70!!! Individual perspective:

As of last month a Toyota Vios would 'cause a damage' of about RM 89,000.

In the international market, a Toyota Vios is about USD 19,000

USD 19,000 = RM 62,700 (using the indicative rates of USD 1 = RM 3.30)

That makes Malaysian Vios owners pay an extra RM 26,300.

This RM 26,300 should be cost of operations, profit and tax because the transportation costs have been factored in to the USD 19,000.

RM 26,300/ RM625 petrol rebate per year translates to a Vios being used for 42.08 years.

I do understand that the RM 625 is a rebate given by the government, but it also means that one has to use the Vios for 42.08 years just to make back the amount paid in taxes for the usage of a foreign car. Would anyone use any kind of car for that long?

Now with these numbers in front of us, does the subsidy sound like a subsidy or does it sound like a penalty? This just seems to be a heavy increment in our daily cost of living as we are not only charged with high car taxes but also with a drastic increase in fuel price.

With all the numbers listed out, I urge all Malaysians to join me in analyzing the situation further.

Car taxation is government profit, fuel sales is Petronas' (GLC) profit which also translates into government profit. The government may ridicule us Malaysians by saying look at the world market and fuel price world wide. Please, we are Malaysians, we fought of the British, had a international port in the early centuries (Malacca), home to a racially mixed nation and WE ARE NOT STUPID!!!

We know the international rates are above the USD 130/barrel. We understand the fact that the fuel prices are increasing worldwide and we also know that major scientist are still contradicting on why this phenomenon is happening. Some blame Bush and his plunders around the world and some blame climate change and there are others which say petroleum 'wells' are getting scarce.

Again we go back to numbers to be more straight fwd

1 barrel = 159 liters x RM2.70/liter = RM 429 or USD 134

On 1 hand, we are paying the full cost of 1 barrel of crude oil with RM2.70 per liter but on the other hand the crude oil only produces 46% of fuel.

Msia sells crude oil per barrel at USD130 buys back Fuel per barrel at USD134. And not forgetting, every barrel of fuel is produced with 2 barrels of crude oil.

1 barrel crude oil = produce 46% fuel (or half of crude oil), therefore

2 barrel crude oil = approximately 1 barrel fuel

In other words, each time we sell 2 barrels of crude oil, equivalently we will buy back 1 barrel of fuel.

Financially,

Malaysia sell 2 barrel crude oil @ USD 130/barrel = USD 260 = RM 858

then, Malaysia will buy back fuel @ USD 134/barrel = RM 442/barrel

Thus, Malaysia earn net extra USD 126 = RM 416 for each 2 barrel of crude sold/exported vs imported 1 barrel of fuel !!!

(USD 260-134 = USD 126 = RM416)

So where this extra USD 126/barrel income is channeled to by Malaysian Govt?????????

Another analysis:

1 barrel crude oil = 159 liters.

46-47% of a barrel of crude oil = fuel that we use in our vehicles.

46% of 159 = 73.14 liters.

@ RM 2.70/liter x 73.14 liter = RM197.48 of fuel per barrel of crude oil. This is only 46% of the barrel, mind you. Using RM 3.30 = USD 1, we get that a barrel of crude oil produces USD 59.84 worth of petrol fuel (46% of 1barrel).

USD 59.84 of USD 130/barrel turns out to be 46% of a barrel as well.

Another 54% = bitumen, kerosene, and natural gases and so many more.

And this makes a balance of USD 70.16 that has not been accounted for.

So this is where I got curious. Where is the subsidy if we are paying 46% of the price of a barrel of crude oil when the production of petrol/barrel of crude oil is still only 46%?

In actual fact, we still pay for this as they are charged in the forms of fuel surcharge by airlines and road taxes for the building of road (because they use the tar/bitumen) and many more excuse charging us but let us just leave all that out of our calculations.

As far as I know, only the politicians who live in Putrajaya and come for their Parliament meetings in Kuala Lumpur (approximately 60+ km) are the ones to gain as they claim their fuel and toll charges from the money of the RAKYAT's TAX.

It is so disappointing to see this happen time and time again to the Malaysian public, where they are deceived by the propaganda held by the politicians and the controls they have over the press.

Which stupid idiot economist equates rebates for rich or poor with the cc of the vehicles? An average office clerk may own a second hand 1300cc proton Iswara costing $7,000 (rebate = $625) while the Datuk's children can own a fleet of 10 new cars of BMW, Audi and Volvo all less than 2000cc costing $2 millions and get a total rebate of $625 x 10 = $6,250! Wow what kind of economists we are keeping in Malaysia...wonder which phD certificate that they bought from...

Misleading concept of Subsidy:

The word "subsidy" has been brandished by the BN government as if it has so generously helped the rakyat and in doing so incurred losses. This simple example will help to explain the fallacy:

Example:

Ahmad is a fisherman. He sells a fish to you at $10 which is below the market value of $15. Let's assume that he caught the fish from the abundance of the sea at little or no cost. Ahmad claims that since the market value of the fish is $15 and he sold you the fish for $10, he had subsidised you $5 and therefore made a loss of $5.

Question : Did Ahmad actually make a profit of $10 or loss of $5 which he claimed is the subsidy?

Answer:

Ahmad makes a profit of $10 which is the difference of the selling price ($10) minus the cost price ($0 since the fish was caught from the abundance of the sea). There is no subsidy as claimed by Ahmad.

The BN government claims that it is a subsidy because the oil is kept and treated as somebody else's property (you know who). By right, the oil belongs to all citizens of the country and the government is a trustee for the citizens. So as in the above simple example, the BN government cannot claim that it has subsidised the citizen!

Disclaimer Note.